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VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVOMIT BLEH keverythgin sucks am adI juist dont want to do anything except maybe plant some wood or something i just want to be in the shop amybe i can d io things there i dkont want t io computer i dont want to i dont want to face the jkfailures o fthe past ywear i dont want them to exist i want want to face the failures of the past decade nothing ha panned out at all nothing bore fruiit i feel the same way did a year ago wHY CANT I DO ANYTHING groaning pains of icarnate existence transencendce cooped up in a human body and in time beguiled by the demonic oppressed by the world and by the demonic how is this a cross this is nto eveating this is onoy5 degredatory i see problems maybe
ashes ashes ashes everywhere out of the ashes we must come there is no fertility left it seems the seeds must be imported and the soil unworked ashes to dirt to soil