47 lines
913 B
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47 lines
913 B
Markdown
# 12FEB2024
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VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVOMIT
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BLEH
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keverythgin sucks am adI juist dont want to do anything
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except maybe plant some wood
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or
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something
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i just want to be in the shop
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amybe
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i can
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d io things there
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i dkont want t io computer
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i dont want to
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i dont want to face the jkfailures o fthe past ywear
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i dont want them to exist
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i want want to face the failures of the past decade
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nothing ha panned out
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at all
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nothing bore fruiit
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i feel the same way did a year ago
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wHY CANT I DO ANYTHING
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groaning pains of icarnate existence
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transencendce cooped up in a human body
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and in time
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beguiled by the demonic
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oppressed
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by the world
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and by the demonic
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how is this a cross
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this is nto eveating
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this is onoy5 degredatory
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i see problems
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maybe
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ashes
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ashes
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ashes everywhere
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out of the ashes we must come
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there is no fertility left it seems
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the seeds must be imported
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and the soil unworked
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ashes
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to dirt
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to soil
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