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From https://thadcardine.substack.com/p/how-to-make-hard-decisions-when-nothing
1. Name the fear
I am afraid that if I go with SC I am going to end up overwhelmed, outgunned, burnt out, and without anything to show for it.
I am afraid that I will be further enslaving myself to technology.
I am afraid that I will not be learning about biology like I ought to.
I am afraid that if I go all-in on livestock farming I will be overwhelmed, outgunned, BROKE.
I am afraid that I will be ignoring my real calling to make better techne.
I am afraid I will be stuck in Illinois or wherever, needlessly.
I... have a hard time envisioning this road, actually.
2. Name the desire
I am after the chance to live without half-assing things; to live with integrity. I want to make our world more harmonious. I want to stop acting like everything is a nail.