1.1 KiB
Prayers
- Mass
- Evening Rosary (w. mysteries)
Studies
- 1 hr Catechism
- 1 hr Civil Eng
- 1 hr Agricultural Study
- 2hr Woodwork
Did you eat well?
- 1200 cal
Tasks
- Set up tomorrow's schedule
- Enjoy the day
Thoughts
A storm of doubts assails my mind Am I really supposed to go there? Is this not just the land of Sodom? Am I too allured by profit? Wealth? Family roots be one thing But the word of the lord another Am I actually doing his will?
And yet Are not the people there my brothers and sisters? Whom I am to serve? With my witness? One which I feel suffocated Uneasy Untethered Ungrounded To do here And might just as well Be ungrounded elsewhere too Because on my heart is a love A love that is not rational But transcendental
And yes, I suppose I can up and leave there too But I do need to regroup Re-understand myself And my family too Maybe it's doable Maybe not Only one way to know
This is the biggest risk The best case scenario A dying diocese lit on fire for the Lord
The worst case scenario Bickering and spiritual death