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3.6 KiB
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113 lines
3.6 KiB
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# Monday before the Holy Cross
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## Daily offering
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LORD make me receptive to what you are trying to bring forth in me. You know what is best for the salvation of my soul; I a little child and must be obedient to this rather than my own whims. Give me the ability to be content with the little growth you give me each day.
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Help me to have true and unabashed faith in you - that you truly came and saved me; that I should, no, must be joyful.
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## Meditations from Daily Readings
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> Are all Apostles? Are all prophets? Are all teachers?
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Are all laborers? Engineers? Set aside your foolish notions.
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## Other Meditations and Chats
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it takes 8 weeks for cognitive change
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> https://www.linkedin.com/posts/justinwelsh_how-to-build-an-intentional-life-ugcPost-6975064137982697472-kItg?utm_source=share&utm_medium=member_desktop
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1. Purpose
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2. Time
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3. Motivation
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I seem to be pivoting between all three combinations of 2/3.
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Questions
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1. Do you truly appreciate time as currency?
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1. Not as well as I should.
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2. What is your motivation for time freedom?
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1. To serve the LORD and do His will. To participate actively in creation.
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3. How have you curated an environment that supports your goal?
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1. In my friends, yes - in work, no.
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4. Do you assume full responsibility for your life?
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1. Yes - maybe too much and not placing enough in God's hands
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5. What changes have you made to help design a life with more intention?
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1. This journaling system.
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2. I could do more.
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6. What system(s) have you built for creating strong habits?
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1. This journaling system.
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2. I could do more. I could leverage the Men more.
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7. How often are you sharing your opinions and work freely online?
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1. Monthly through MED
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8. When interesting opportunities come your way, are you seizing them?
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1. I haven't had any truly interesting opportunities come my way.
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2. I haven't allowed the somewhat interesting ones to blossom into fully interesting ones.
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9. Are you staying consistent and creating compound momentum?
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1. Not enough.
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Get up and keep on the path. There are things and opportunities in front of you.
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- Raul
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- Seed guy
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- Dad's pellet traps
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- Catechesis teaching
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- Cursillo
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- OLOC Men's Group
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DAPR will give you the daily work and bread you need while the next thing is found. And once we're actually in the paint I think it can actually be interesting and good experience. Is it a mindset shift? Yes. Is it efficiency and not artisanship? Yes. But "real artists ship" at a certain point.
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> Last evening's breakdown
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I don't know what I'm feeling and experiencing right now. Something within me yearns. I can't tell what in me it is - the last bits of the old self groaning and holding on, or the new self saddened at a turn from the path.
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I want to be reconnected to work. I want to do things that matter. I want to stop running around frivilously. I want to serve the LORD and know that I am doing so.
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Do I want to dwell with Him enough? Do I cherish Him? I feel that I've lost that fervor I had once. LORD, renew a steadfast love for you within my heart.
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I'm writhing and struggling. I don't wanna. There's something more I'm being pulled towards.
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# Brass Tacks
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## Weather Report
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Mixed, 65/83
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## Idea capture
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## Today's Tasks & Schedule
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##### arise
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[x] Pack Lunch (sandwiches)
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[x] Stretch on the porch
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[x] Daily offering and readings
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##### workday
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[x] Bladder flow
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[x] Learn SW motion
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[ ] SW motion - belts??
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[x] 1:1 w Evan
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[x] Bladder seal geometry
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[x] Talk bladder w John / Bob
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[ ] Order parts / graphite?
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##### evening
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[x] Vote [Youth center, open til 7]
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[x] Call Cursillo
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[x] Hongsheng
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[ ] Latches for Dad
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[ ] Call Dad
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##### recover
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[ ] Better Exam
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[ ] Letter for N
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[ ] Edit Compline
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## Carry
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# Exam
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