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Stagnant.
what do you think you are a failure?
yeah
i know that's not what God thinks not what he wants me to think
and yet
i am sitting here alone unmoving having made a choice or rather, set of choices and then unhappy with them
i prayed a prayer a month ago for the LORD to bring me back to Illinois and now I regret it and yet I don't
it's strange
I'm not mad at my parents or sister I'm... sad and I don't know how to express that without being an elitist snob
especially because at the core i am not much better but I am pointed in the right way i think
my desire is that they point in the right way as well and those around them too that we be shaken up from our apathy and fight for something glorious for our LORD
can it be done? can the battle be won?
I know God is on my side But what is he calling me to?