- [ ] SC agreement decisions 
	- [ ] What do I want?
	- [ ] what needs to change/overhaul/exit?
- [ ] First pass at rolling shield design
- [ ] receipts etc 4 sc



I have had slow cold feet on this entire deal.
What is pushing me along?
Restlessness, a bit
Pride, mayhaps
Seeing that I got the bill. Seeing that I can do it. Seeing that it's a challenge.
But will I be happy when I get there?
Will God?
Is there room for this to really be impactful?
Does this have a home in a healthy society?