I have succumbed to the desires of the flesh and have paid the price dearly for it. My health his not optimal. I have headache. General dis-ease. Not full health. I ate breakfast. I ate late. I ate carbohydrates. I ate refined sugar. In the prior week, even alcohol. All of these I know are abuses of the flesh. They are responses to its frailty, to its immediate fleeting whims. Not to its real needs and desires. Idea: when I am woken, pray a decade of the rosary. Get bearings. "Wake up" truly, but easily, so you can assess whether or not you need more sleep. I look at this and wonder as well how much this applies to the decisions in life to the conversations I need have with my father oranyoneone else to the decisions i must make as it is much more comfortable in the short term to not make any I constantly do this