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+# Martyrs Trophimus, Sabbatius...
+## Daily offering
+LORD make me receptive to what you are trying to bring forth in me. You know what is best for the salvation of my soul; I a little child and must be obedient to this rather than my own whims. Give me the ability to be content with the little growth you give me each day.
+
+Help me to have true and unabashed faith in you - that you truly came and saved me; that I should, no, must be joyful.
+
+## Meditations from Daily Readings
+
+> Say not to your neighbor, “Go, and come again, tomorrow I will give,” when you can give at once.
+
+I could be better at this.
+
+> Envy not the lawless man
+
+> what he seems to have will be taken away.
+
+Things are not always as they seem. As we look around us and the 'success' of others, is it success? **Does it actually bring union with God?** This alone is success, and everything else is vanity.
+
+## Idea capture
+
+
+# Brass Tacks
+
+##### Weather Report
+	Rainy, 56/64
+
+##### arise
+[x] Pack Lunch (sandwiches)
+[x] Stretch - do your foot well!!!
+[x] Daily offering and readings
+[->] Pack chair
+
+
+##### workday
+[x] Schedule 1:1s [[DAPR 1-1 Format]]
+[x] Request PTO for Cursillo
+
+[x] Talk to Evan re: controls materials
+[->] Try graphite (when it arrives)
+[x] Sticks meeting
+	How many more hours should I dump in?
+	Next prototyping steps?
+	Continue the motion profiler?
+
+(Cool, I actually understand what I'm supposed to be doing)
+[x] Tune solid models til they get where they should be prototyped
+[x] Make simplified physics model
+[->] Put heaters under jhook's thing
+
+[x] 1:1 with Tim
+
+[x] Sign out - Timesheet
+
+##### evening
+
+[x] Deb
+[x] Picture frame
+
+##### recover
+
+[ ] Just do an exam.
+[ ] Just do compline.
+
+
+
+# Exam
+
+### Lessons learned
+Don't jump to the most complex thing always. Sometimes, taking the smaller case and getting a handle on it allows you to figure out if the bigger one is a bigger deal. Don't blow things out of proportion.
+
+### Sins / Missing of Marks
+- I didn't ask all the questions I wanted to in my 1:1 with Tim. However the conversation didn't feel like it would lean that way. But I can still push and ask and use it as a window for evangelization.
+- I shouldn't be browsing/swiping while driving. I need a good stream/source of edifying content.
+- I don't genuinely love Deb and my fellow man enough. Do I need a socializing fast? A fast from Lectio? Or something else? I don't know.
+
+### Brain dump
+Hongsheng wears on me. I just don't love this. Isn't that reason enough to not do it? Maybe not. Action: do [[Discernment for Hongsheng]] tomorrow and at least give him a quick reply back.