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+# Monday before the Holy Cross
+## Daily offering
+LORD make me receptive to what you are trying to bring forth in me. You know what is best for the salvation of my soul; I a little child and must be obedient to this rather than my own whims. Give me the ability to be content with the little growth you give me each day.
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+Help me to have true and unabashed faith in you - that you truly came and saved me; that I should, no, must be joyful.
+
+## Meditations from Daily Readings
+> Are all Apostles? Are all prophets? Are all teachers?
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+Are all laborers? Engineers? Set aside your foolish notions.
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+## Other Meditations and Chats
+
+it takes 8 weeks for cognitive change
+
+> https://www.linkedin.com/posts/justinwelsh_how-to-build-an-intentional-life-ugcPost-6975064137982697472-kItg?utm_source=share&utm_medium=member_desktop
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+1. Purpose
+2. Time
+3. Motivation
+
+I seem to be pivoting between all three combinations of 2/3.
+
+Questions
+
+1. Do you truly appreciate time as currency?
+	1. Not as well as I should.
+2. What is your motivation for time freedom?
+	1. To serve the LORD and do His will. To participate actively in creation.
+3. How have you curated an environment that supports your goal?
+	1. In my friends, yes - in work, no.
+4. Do you assume full responsibility for your life?
+	1. Yes - maybe too much and not placing enough in God's hands
+5. What changes have you made to help design a life with more intention?
+	1. This journaling system.
+	2. I could do more.
+6. What system(s) have you built for creating strong habits?
+	1. This journaling system.
+	2. I could do more. I could leverage the Men more.
+7. How often are you sharing your opinions and work freely online?
+	1. Monthly through MED
+8. When interesting opportunities come your way, are you seizing them?
+	1. I haven't had any truly interesting opportunities come my way.
+	2. I haven't allowed the somewhat interesting ones to blossom into fully interesting ones.
+9. Are you staying consistent and creating compound momentum?
+	1. Not enough.
+
+Get up and keep on the path. There are things and opportunities in front of you.
+- Raul
+- Seed guy
+- Dad's pellet traps
+- Catechesis teaching
+- Cursillo
+- OLOC Men's Group
+
+DAPR will give you the daily work and bread you need while the next thing is found. And once we're actually in the paint I think it can actually be interesting and good experience. Is it a mindset shift? Yes. Is it efficiency and not artisanship? Yes. But "real artists ship" at a certain point.
+
+> Last evening's breakdown
+
+I don't know what I'm feeling and experiencing right now. Something within me yearns. I can't tell what in me it is - the last bits of the old self groaning and holding on, or the new self saddened at a turn from the path.
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+I want to be reconnected to work. I want to do things that matter. I want to stop running around frivilously. I want to serve the LORD and know that I am doing so.
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+Do I want to dwell with Him enough? Do I cherish Him? I feel that I've lost that fervor I had once. LORD, renew a steadfast love for you within my heart.
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+I'm writhing and struggling. I don't wanna. There's something more I'm being pulled towards.
+
+# Brass Tacks
+
+## Weather Report
+	Mixed, 65/83
+
+## Idea capture
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+
+## Today's Tasks & Schedule
+
+##### arise
+[x] Pack Lunch (sandwiches)
+[x] Stretch on the porch
+[x] Daily offering and readings
+
+##### workday
+[x] Bladder flow
+[x] Learn SW motion
+[ ] SW motion - belts??
+[x] 1:1 w Evan
+[x] Bladder seal geometry
+[x] Talk bladder w John / Bob
+[ ] Order parts / graphite?
+
+##### evening
+[x] Vote [Youth center, open til 7]
+[x] Call Cursillo
+[x] Hongsheng
+[ ] Latches for Dad
+[ ] Call Dad
+
+##### recover
+
+[ ] Better Exam
+[ ] Letter for N
+[ ] Edit Compline
+
+## Carry
+
+
+# Exam
+