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+When you get up there
+How little will this all matter
+And yet how much it will
+How much it will have formed you
+A dog on a chain
+Where is my master leading me?
+Do I trust him?
+Do I think him insane?
+Where am I resisting him?
+Is he tugging me to Zack?
+Or is he tugging be back?
+
+At the deepest level
+I think I don't want to do this
+At some higher levels
+I think I do
+And so, when it's not a commitment 
+No big deal
+But when it is
+Alarms go off
+
+Do I need to just
+Go for it
+And make something happen?
+
+Do I need to pull out
+And regroup
+And find a better way?
+
+Are we building on sand?
+Is anything built on solid ground?
+Is it not all able to be swept away at a moment?
+Is anything we make good?
+Can we cooperate with you at all?
+Are we just to suffer?