for the day

27Oct2025.md

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 - [x] Make & eat lunch
 
 #### Do work after lunch
-- [ ] Extract PTO bolt
+- [x] Extract PTO bolt
 - [x] Clean up lane
 - [x] Clean up back room of shop
 - [x] String out more fence for sheep
 
 
 #### Start the real work
-- [ ] Look at THF stuff
-- [ ] Buy a hot plate
+- [x] Look at THF stuff
+- [x] Buy a hot plate
 
 #### Wind down for the day
 - [x] Shower
-- [ ] Study & Adoration
+- [x] Study & Adoration
+
+# Recap
+
+```
+IC | XC
+-- + --
+NI | KA
+```
+
+###### What comes to mind that you need to pay attention to?
+- PMO
+- Daniel Z
+- Media consumption ; ***homestuck of all things***
+
+items 1 and 3. backsliding. understimulation one might say. lack of real good friendship and entertainment. but there's something interior too I imagine. running from responsibilities. why? because they're scary. also they mean I have to change my ways - or at least acknowledge things aren't really going to plan that well.
+
+These things are unnatural. They go against the perfection of my nature.
+
+item 2. the question caught me off guard. I'm really just. not very accustomed to talking about religion with protestants in a serious fashion. it's weird. they're weird. at least to me. but there is also something off. something odd about jumping to that deeply personal thing. I felt it was framed around *me*. And I like cutting to the crap and talking about important things - provided those important things are outside of *me*. or the other person for that matter. there's a sort of privacy that I feel obliged to give. cause I want it. I think this is normal. One should guard their heart. Take counsel only from those you know to be wise.
+
+###### I am glad I have this writerdeck now.
+Should've made it sooner. it's nice. I hope it will be helpful and not a distraction. It's shiny and flashy right now. Needs to become a solid tool - not an idol, nor idle.
+
+I'm astonished how little CPU it uses. it'll just sit at zero. if I type it goes up to 3-5% in obsidian.